I CAN

I walked from the door of my house, visible on the side of the road that has been waiting for the bus. I left my hometown to go to a new place to continue the struggle to realize the ideals, hopes and dreams that are in my heart and mind. And without hesitation I stepped inside. Thinking that life is so easy. And there will be no obstacles that can stop my chase after all the dreams that have bothered me. In my heart there are only two words, I CAN

The first day in the new place was very heavy. My heart seems to want to scream. I remember the day I used to pass by. I remember my parents. I will always have jokes and laughter from them, but that day I feel very lonely. I want to go back home and leave all the plans to pursue my dreams and dreams. Unconsciously my tears dripped so hard. I tried to hold it, but my tears kept dripping, until I finally fell asleep. "The next day I still feel like I always want to go back to my hometown and reunite with my parents. But with all my strength I keep trying to calm down and determined to continue my struggle to pursue my dream. Because I believe I CAN

Days passed and the moon changed. Finally I started to get used to starting meeting new friends, and experiencing new fun experiences and I began to control and resist my longing for my parents. I feel all the problems are over and I feel that the day will not be as heavy as my first day in this place. But I was wrong. The more days I feel my life is heavier. In addition to new friends, new exciting things, it turns out so many new problems that I found in this place. I feel the burden of my life And my problem is too heavy. One by one the problems come and go. But finally I keep coming back to my goal. That I have to keep fighting and do not give up. Because I know I CAN


The years go by, as always, the problem continues with each other. Finally I got used to it and got stronger with every problem in my life. Although sometimes I feel weak again unable to face my problems. When that happened and my mind started to mess, my heart again whispered two words that always can keep me awake and keep fighting, I CAN

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